All the posturing behind the scenes and things that have appeared in this media look very unsavoury, but it is the reality that I want Klaz to face. It is anybody’s guess what this churning will throw in the end. What is clear though, is that - I will have to pull the rug on which stands the world’s most deprived woman.

It is very disturbing to see a matter on which hinges moral issues being ignored by many in Klaz. We all know that there is a sick woman among us who has been hankering for attention at any price. I am aware that “ignorance is bliss” – and no one has to bother actually. But we will lose all sense of propriety if we are only focused on serving our own needs. For me, I will never allow ‘Hasad dan Dengki’ to succeed in undermining Klaz siratulrahmi. I can’t just turn my back on what’s happened because there are important lessons to be learnt.

Unfortunately, it is no longer about who is telling the truth or who is right or wrong. It is about perception and what people believe or want to believe; because every society must find and decide the appropriate balance between rights and responsibilities for themselves.

Today, I will allow you to examine for yourselves the portrait that emerges from this confused character. You’ll observe that despite all her best and exhaustive efforts to project herself as a ‘Muslimah Berdakwah,’ she is actually one conflicted and mentally naïve individual who was not especially pious and devoted only to the crude trappings of “Hasad dan Dengki.”

The egoism of this woman, while understandable, is also disturbing…

Here is a story about a woman, who in her haste to menjatuhkan maruah seseorang muslimah, actually berkomplot dengan kaum keluarga orang lain dan memporak perandakan siratulrami keluarga itu.

Here is a story of a woman, whose dakwah on “Tahlil/ tudung/siratulrahmi/walimatul urus/etc and etc…” questions hukum hukum that touches the issue of “Aqidah.” And yet, in her blog, I have seen postings of hadith and firman and also a picture of the holy Ka’bah yang di-latar belakangkan gambar perumpuan separuh bogel.

Here is a story of a muslimah, whose opinion on ‘aurat’ is all about covering her head but not her mouth. And with all of her virtues and none of her shortcoming, she picks an icon of a fully naked woman for a preview panel in her yahoo messenger. Here I am completely flummoxed – how can this muslimah, whose ‘akhlaq’ is so questionable, yet with egotistical bravado, put Klaz to task with her ‘dakwah’ on ‘Aqidah’ when Klaz was merely congregating for a majlis ‘Tahlil.’

Here is a story of a ‘friend’ who has put about her reckoning that she is within touch of disintegrating Klaz by threatening to dismantle the network that she so very bravely takes credit for assembling.

Here is a story of a wife who sets out to influence public opinion by creating doubts and tearing down the credibility of a man she used to share her life with.

And then, there is a story of a woman who tried to make a convincing case for herself by trying to shift the blame to those “damned fucking pigs shisha friends…” and probably many others too for her domestic fiasco.

These are only some examples of the aggravating distraction that Klaz 78 is facing. I don’t know if Klaz is still coping with the effects of the setback with much needed kesabaran to ignore her - when she calls others bangkai, bastard, piece of shits, motherfucker, Pak Haji kolot, Doraemon, Pokemon and many more…

Sometime ago, I wrote something in my private chamber. I will reveal this article for the benefit of all in due course. While I am aware that Klaz is still fragile and prone to fragmentation, now, more than ever, amid the debris of the numerous attacks, Klaz should be able to see the extent to which we have been weakened. It shames me to notice how your silence has only emboldened her.

Our credibility must be safeguarded. It is in the interest of none, except those walking wounded, for Klaz to fail, for failure will exact a price even more satisfying to this wicked character. For me, I will never allow ‘Hasad dan Dengki’ to succeed in undermining Klaz siratulrahmi. She will not succeed…NOT on my watch!